Monday, July 06, 2009
OLD-er woman @ 3:02 AM
first of all, there was a combined celebration for june and i last thurday with the girls. thank you for the singtel vouchers! haha 3 years since i bot my phone with vouchers given by you girls...time for another one. it was great catching up with you 3!
next was St. James on saturday night @ Movida/Boiler. bob and Yan yan bot me gift. they are d's colleagues. Lennart and juline as well.. they shouldn't have... i like their gifts a lot.. love the Precious moment ornament from bob and YY. and the pair of earrings from Jules and Lennart. and of course... the gift from darling :)
I actually cried at his house twice before we went out. i felt very guilty that i am such a horrible fiancee.
21st june was our 4th year anniversary and same as last yr, d' did not give me anything. which sent me feeling all sad and unimportant and stuff like that. his reason being not able to find time.. i do buy him gifts every year anniversary. i do not want anything.. actually i was just hoping for a card... and because of that, i ignored him the whole afternoon....he did not go for lunch but went to get me a card....apologising and all... (ahhh. tearing again) we were back to normal that evening..
then saturday when he passed me my present, i was really surprised. It was a burberry bag. upwrapped it, and found it wasn't really to my liking... and i said it tactfully to him. but dear said he thought it was the nicest and most suitable for me. we couldn't exchange as it is already more than 7 days. i didn't look too sad but dear went to the website immediately to look for other designs. i then showed him the kind i like. but already told him i'll keep the bag since it was given my him. can't rem exactly when but i was crying because i recalled how mean i was to him on our anniversary and he actually used his bonus to buy me a bag and then i reacted in such a horrible way. It wasn't rude or anything but it could have been v hurting to him. yet all this silly man did was to keep telling me we can go back and exchange. he really loves me. and that makes me feel so small....in this relationship. he forgives me more easily than i do to him.
then after telling him i'm sorry and of course crying like a booboo by then. i thought i would stop crying. but no....i went on to read his card. it wrote: Dearest wifey, though you're a year older, you look younger and prettier! so I got you a pretty gift. It may not be handmade but it is definitely pretty. Hope you will like it!
What he wrote really just SLAPPED me hard in the mind again. what the hell was i thinking....? I'm not trying to be mushy here but i'm writing this down to tell myself that i will be a fool if i were to cheat on this man or leave him in this lifetime....
thank you Daryl. for all that you've done for me all these years. many more happy years to come and we shall shop for the little "bucket seats" for the car in the near future :) love you. very much.
(my eyes will have powerful double eyelids tomorrow. either that or i'll look like a goldfish)
p/s: will try to upload the pictures related. there's smth wrong with blogger.
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
welcome july! my birthday month... @ 8:12 PM
quite amazed that i actually did that. not a single compo marked. bad time management.
dear met with accident but both of us were not injured. but *dirty ghost* was. dear just got it back from the workshop today. too fast too careless. dirty ghost ended up spending 9 days in the *hospital*.
attended ah boon's wedding ROM at amara sanctuary on sunday. food was great. love the idae of wedding buffet more and more. yet my mind was just thinking about school reopening the next day and the mood wasn't too happy. haha... oh man. i'm now in the state thinking about too many things.... i need to find the passion back.... otherwise...i'll be miserable.
the passion. yes. i must have been to happy to see my students on Monday that i shouted too much to get their attention for our chat session. i was being my usual self, being a clown, making the students interested in the conversation. i then smell the blood in my throat. and the next morning i had a bad sore throat. doctor chok gave me 3 days MC straight and therefore i am only returning to school on friday. 1st wk of school : 2 days in school. my students must be so happy thinking they don't have to hand in the homework. and it's so cute when they keep asking you if there's any changes in the deployment like if they're gg to have a new teacher. i hope the worried look on their faces mean a good thing :)
i wore the N95 mask on monday, the waterproof coat and the gloves. because i'm one of the teachers in charge of looking after the unwell kids. i nearly suffocated in my very own carbon dioxide wearing the mask.....felt dizzy after 45 min, had to sit down. maybe i don't know the right way to breathe in the mask. when the operation stand down, we took off the coat and our arms were all wet..... perspiration. hmm. stepped into the staff room with the new centralised air-con system, we said to ourselves : i'm gonna fall sick just like this, it doesn't have to be H1N1 from the school kids"
haha. but i did not catch a flu. i just had a sore throat. hope my students miss me.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
back from taipei/hualien @ 4:17 PM
yup back on saturday late night. the pilot decided to let us go for a 'spin' on the airplane. he was landing and then just when we thought we're back home, the plane took off again. due to some delayed flight on the land lar. phew, we're still alive.
i have loads of photos. well, can't be compared to my japan trip. so 8 days in taiwan (taipei/hualien) got me 600 photos. i spent about 500 bucks? total trip was roughly 1.3k. terrible mistake of not changing enough currency. i've learnt my lesson. from bangkok trip and this time round. so i'll make sure i have enough for my honeymoon in japan. hahahah...
i have no time to post the pics as yet.wanna get the photos from ps as well. it was funny that we met kenny and guys at shihlin night market! haha it's like we don't even meet in singapore...
i'm back to planning my wedding and stuff like that. have to pull myself back to school to do my work as well!!! arghh...
just helped my sis tidy her letters/cosmetics, i feel so useful today. ha! that's what sisters are for~~
i saw my wedding photos on sunday night. it was so tough!!! to select 60 pictures.... out of the 255 acceptable ones deemed by dawn our photographer. she already took out those that are not nice. (expression etc) the outdoor ones were fantastic. i'm not trying to boast about the photos. it's just that daryl & i really thought they were absolutely wonderful... the expressions at times, the angles... and the weather was simply amazing....! weet! waiting to see the layout in say 4 weeks' time? the album will be out only nearer to our wedding. actually i love one particular photo in kua. haha...
feel so loved when i come back home from overseas... especially from dear & mum. my dear is so cute. ha.. like a puppy... yearning for the owner to ba back. HAHAH..
people, u gotta watch MR BRAIN!!! takuya's latest drama...i bought magazines with kt on the cover and also kt photos...so much cheaper than SG. okay, i gotta watch mr brain~
Thursday, June 04, 2009
good weather, happy couple @ 9:28 AM
hi everyone!! i'm not dead. haha. it wasn't tiring (well, the fatigue only set in at 10pm but we finished the shoot at 7 plus) taking the photos because we had fun and enjoyed ourselves very much. haha... our photographer was very good. and FARNi.
thank you Ms photopgrapher!! for bringing us to the beautiful spots in singapore..... i bet the photos will turn out nice... photo selection will be after i come back from taiwan.
we were busy doing hair, changing clothes until we didn't realise d' did not wear the white suit at all... bahhh. never mind. he shall wear it on actual day!
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
it's june!! @ 10:02 PM
daryl was sick since yesterday... but after me showing him lots of care and sponging his forehead and neck with all the ice cooling water, his fever has gone down. phew... and he's back to his usual self now. using the pc. arghhh. let's pray for good weather tomorrow!! :)
finally went to mustafa with dear on saturday. the place is so cool.... we bought like 6 ties?? hahah they look good and most importantly, they're cheap too! saturday was a busy day for us... tekka mall for balloons, mustafa for ties, marine parade for acupuncture session, grandma's for zhijian's 21st, and finally plaza sing for Terminator 4. hahahha... insane. btw, angie the choice's durain cake was absolutely yummy!!
before catching the show, we were in the archade and dear was trying to help me catch this cute mickey. haha i felt loved and yes, this is the way daryl and i get along with each other. we enjoy each other's company and we play as if we're still kids at times. the movie was quite nice. i thought i would just fall asleep but it managed to keep me awake. christian bale was definitely one of the factors... but the story was good too la. hah.
sunday began with breakfast with ps at heerens. then it was shopping with dear for his shirts. again, we bought 1 more tie and 3 shirts! told him not to feel :( that he has to spend money. because wedding is something that is once in a life time. after the shopping, i went ktv with jiehan, ruth and emily! finally we had our very first ktv session tog... after so long!
love him when he wears a black shirt underneath a white jacket. he looks good in that. *beams*glad that this silly of mine is feeling okay now. poor me.
oh, and just this week alone, i've spent 4 nights at his place. we've concluded --- it's the problem of getting used to it and not strictly do not allow. ha my mum is accepting this habit quite well. haha.. speaking of this, i really need to bring my specs over. i actually wore my contact lens for 3 days -.-||| and the facial masks i bought, i only used 3 so far!! urghh. because all those staying over was impromptu.
last night's dinner at swensen's with the SJAB alumni and teachers was enjoyable and fun. hahahahah kris and her 'i very tired', 'my stomach very pain', 'i want my ice cream', 'eh you all very naughty leh' etc. haha made us all flip. and almost died. in the pic: ms violet chew, mr kevin teo, ms dong zilei
random: i just had my first manicure and pedicure done today. woohoos. excited for tmr!! :) :)
Monday, May 18, 2009
the love songs @ 12:19 AM
:)
love you hubhub!
Monday, May 11, 2009
jasper & tina's big day - 10 may 2009 @ 2:25 PM
i only have some photos with me. i bet nita had good ones. the hilarious ones too! i wanna see the video of the guys being tortured by us!! can't wait. bikini, short skirts, long skirts, oranges, expresso with salt.
here goes!
